lightning in a bottle

and the wheels keep turning
and the tides are turning now
the tables, spinning around!
i have come circle, i feel a sense of completion when i look far into the pacific ocean at night, remembering that one night way in the beginning, september 200 and fucking FIVE!!!! when i sat at the santa monica beach thinking of my friend Silvia and my life that then still lay ahead of me.
little did I expect any of what was to happen to me but now i know that it was all exactly the way it should have been.
every lesson learned, every turn, every twist, every twinkle, every breath of love i was breathing was worth it, all the way.
ah, how i love this beautiful life and how i still so deeply love you, Dan.
it is all good and so it shall be, the victory of the dark forces i will not allow to happen. a warrior of sorts, in training, we all are.
this last week has been a rollercoster of amazing magical events all kind of circled around the breathtaking Green Sara in Venice, opening me up, like lightening in a bottle.
i dance under the trees and in the streets with love in my heart, i sing, i communicate, i create and exchange.
how thankful i am. this week seems like a month, so much happened.
i can't believe it still, i am riding a high of elated energy, inspired by all this.
i love you
i still love you
i always have