I am confused by the jungle of my own rules, entangled in ropes of fear and precaution, wisdom rotted into safety nets I am lost to you I am lost to you. Moments pass and I can´t wait for them to fly by, I just want to dive back into the depth of your universe when you clumsily shelter me from my past and my everything. You turn away because I laugh and I judge and I defend my shaky self. Who am I? That you may never come to know, maybe, maybe, maybe, who knows. There are things I want to ask you, tell you, but there is no space for this communication to take place because I installed a forest of rules that now keep my ravishing and limitless emotions at bay, fencing in what tends to be free. Leave me alone now and let me sink into the forgetting. Let me swirl endlessly, breathlessly, sinking into the void behind you.