well, don't know what to say really.
am in los angeles now and have a hard time liking it.
i miss berlin so much
and i guess i still have to find the key to this experience here, i am so freaking backwards orientated and probably afraid from the future, i guess i should just focus on the moment.
i miss my friends in berlin so much;
the whole european mentality and culture. freak!
ah.
well, but all has a good side to it, i ll find what it is in los angeles.
the school is already really goodl. i can learn here a lot and i guess i should just go and practice now
i wonder what i will do in my life and where i will go
will i make a difference....
