lightning in a bottle

and the wheels keep turning
and the tides are turning now
the tables, spinning around!
i have come circle, i feel a sense of completion when i look far into the pacific ocean at night, remembering that one night way in the beginning, september 200 and fucking FIVE!!!! when i sat at the santa monica beach thinking of my friend Silvia and my life that then still lay ahead of me.
little did I expect any of what was to happen to me but now i know that it was all exactly the way it should have been.
every lesson learned, every turn, every twist, every twinkle, every breath of love i was breathing was worth it, all the way.
ah, how i love this beautiful life and how i still so deeply love you, Dan.
it is all good and so it shall be, the victory of the dark forces i will not allow to happen. a warrior of sorts, in training, we all are.
this last week has been a rollercoster of amazing magical events all kind of circled around the breathtaking Green Sara in Venice, opening me up, like lightening in a bottle.
i dance under the trees and in the streets with love in my heart, i sing, i communicate, i create and exchange.
how thankful i am. this week seems like a month, so much happened.
i can't believe it still, i am riding a high of elated energy, inspired by all this.
i love you
i still love you
i always have

Tracy Chapman

The love that you had
In your heart is gone
Any touch of sincerity
Any trace of compassion
What hardened your heart
What turned it to stone
What made you forget
You were in love with someone

Your hands dont reach out
Your voice doesnt call me
I know youve stopped listening
Your eyes look straight through me

If nights are like this
Id rather be alone
Who said you could forget
You were in love with someone

Tell me what hardened your heart
Tell me what turned it to stone
Tell me what made you forget
You were in love with someone

Was I wrong to forgive
Your indiscretions
Should I have been more hysterical
Less understanding

If youre looking for a villain
Go on assume the role
But dont say that its my fault
That youre not in love with someone

Tell me what hardened your heart
Tell me what turned it to stone
Tell me what made you forget
You were in love with someone

Tell me theres someone in your life
Ill fight to keep your for my own
Tell me because I really want to know
Why you cant be in love with someone