me

I'm still the same crazy goofy me. The 'Gege' y'all know.

But listening to Alicia Key's "karma" just beamed me right back to Berliner days. and nights for that matter. subways. trams. busses, bikes, me running. in the same old worn out shoes. matter of factly i put black dock tabe around my left shoe. my left leg is a little longer so my left shoe gets worn out more quickly, yeah.
one of my teachers thought it's because of me tapping my foot so well when playing, lol, haha, I bet I do. *loses rhythm and tries to jump back on track*
well, i got distracted, lets get back to ME ME ME ME ME ME.
lol
oh whatever. I just wanted to say, that I FEEL FREAKING DIFFERENT. I bet you all do. This is a different Geraldine. This is not the same one you knew. Berlin saw a different me. It was intense too. I remember now. And exciting. And heart breaking. And...you know? It was another life. I am here now and I have all those songs to remind me of all those 'me's' I have once known.

I wonder whether you'd think I changed. Because they know me here as extremely goofy and gone berserk. You know, nuts. I have the feeling this never changed, throughout my short life's history. Isn't that how it always was? And yet, I feel so DIFFERENT.

It's not the same me anymore.