musical update

the reason why i never really liked to perform for people anymore was that i wasn't proud of myself. i just realized that today.
I am running around like a little child right now, asking everybody whether I showed them already the classical Tango piece that I just learned by heart. It is ridiculous.
the coffeehouse LPW teacher, too, was really full of praise and said that he has never seen me THAT concentrated on stage and that he thinks my whole 'practicing to improvise on stage'-thing isn't the best way for me to get where I want to be.
It is very exciting for me to see, that I MADE progress, can sit down with scores and learn a beautiful piece of music, sit down with my favorite guitar songs on loud and just transcribe them. it is GREAT. it is what I need to go on by myself. and my own stuff comes later. now is the time of studying the masters!