sleepless

All I said was good night and then I quickly hung up, you never picked up after that.
Now it is early in the morning and I haven't slept since 3 AM, I never really did, restless I lay in the dark and dreamt of you and cried because i love you so much.
You hold the balance, my love, to everything. You hold the balance to the love of my youth, whom I loved so deeply and intensely, you hold the balance to my dad whom i admire way too much, you hold the balance to me, we are perfect, you and me, for this world that you say you hate so much and I say I love so much. And the children we both have loved since long ago.
My love. When you don't answer me I get all worried. I can't sleep, I can't sleep, I can't sleep, I am sleepless and I want it to be all good and I want you to know that I love you, Ich liebe dich, te iubesk, entirely and fully.