musician of the day and some thoughts

anna nalick
go to yahoo.launch and check her out, she is a newcomer and yeah, not bad! ;-)
actually i am just jealous of her haha
okay, here is really weird weather, its rainin, hailin, and the sun shines nevertheless.
i am still writing this fuckin essay lol


just came back from dinner. couldn't even eat really. what the f*** is wrong with me? my trousers are too long and they got soaking wet as i was walking on the street

so i started walking on my tiptoes, pretending i was wearing high heels, gosh, this really makes your legs get strong *gg*

i was balancing two cups of hot coffee and fruits on my arms as suddenly a rainbow emerged in the rainy sky, it was breath takingly beautiful.

so, all my friends and perfectly strangers, i just wanted to say, this kind of weather beams me back to my childhood, really, and as i am walking down the street i feel like i am 11 again, wondering how strange it is that time rushes by like that and what happens once i grow older ;-)

well, and then i wonder how funny it is, that i am really here in berlin now, ya know, i was here last year to check the college out, and i thought back then "waaaw, if i ll be accepted here, this will feel like home in about a year."

And thats now!!!NOW!~!!! and SOOOOO much happened!!! so many new things happened to me and also so many things that were like a seed inside myself since a longtime ago, actually started to grow....

so, dear all, don't be worried, i am still connected to myself, this feeling i had when looking at the rainbow was too strong to be just an illusion or wish. and jasper, i am sure that lil'geraldine would still like me cuz she wasn't stupid. honestly. that may sound like a stupid excuse or made up rectification for the smoking-thing, but i really came to terms with myself. no need to worry.

lots of heart energy from sunny-rainy-shaky pankow!!!!!!!!
geraldine