it is such a drag to be a teenager. i don't know about boys, but for girls, i don't know. there are a FEW girls who don't experience the whole media worsened dilemma 'i'm too fat' and everybody knows how much it sucks to here that from someone. it's like, come on, give me a break.
i went through this whole thing too, and as I am just a big girl kind of, I am tall and have broad shoulders and wrists (compared to my sister at least) I just felt always too heavy and tall and big and fat although I had a real athletic body back in the days. Which brings me to the next point: i am bigger now than back then but i've been quite happy with myself since quite a while. I just don't weigh myself anymore as neurotically as I did back then (like every time I went into the bathroom i hopped on the scale. tzn tzn) and I don't look at myself with too much of an critical eye anymore, when I look into the mirror.
being intimate with guys though brings in every girl this teenager up again, and although we try more or less successfully to control and monitor that annoying bitch within ourselves it can be at times more than annoying.
especially when you think about how fucking absolutely unneccessary those worries are. dude, there are people DYING out there. just get over it already!
but I think every woman on this planet who is actually in the luxurious position to worry about bullshit like that will agree with me: upcoming period worsens it. hormons to prevent pregnancy often worsen it.
it s like 'i am such a fat cow'. at times.
at times
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