Tuesday, May 10, 2005

night

yeah another essay writing night.
just sneaked into the russian-mafia room. jane, nigar, mariam, lena and matei drunk, celebrating mashas birthday. hooray, thats the way to celebrate ex-sovjet birthdays ;)
nigar is like 'yo, take a cigarette!' i am like, no, ye, ya know, i stopped smoking at the first of may'. okay, she then wants me to join in the drinking but i am like 'yo, look, i am writing my essay right now'. everybody goes crazy, like, maaaan, don't do that! let it be! don't even give a shit! but i like it actually, to be honest, i like kant and aristotle and i like writing it although it is so late
anyways, i start eating some of those cookies, and go like 'yeah, now i gonna eat even more and get fatter and fatter, maybe it was a bit too early to stop smoking after all (i mean, i started it in order to stop so there is no point in further trying, i know, but still, it was fucking tempting. cuz you know how nice it is and thats what them are all talking about all the time. thats why you shouldn't try it at all, cuz once you know how nice it is you don't wanna miss it the next time a situation occurs it would fit into...)....'
but still, jane protected me, she goes like 'hey, nigar don't offer her cigarettes.'
the point is, i gave jane all my tobacco when i stopped haha. she got all the advantages of my quitting and that at a time when she had no money to buy cigarettes of her own. so she learnt how to make her own out of tobacco....american spirit..tough stuff....
so we sit there and i keep eating those cookies and can't help but laughing about it. but then Matei goes like:'yo jay, you are probably the only person who can run 10 km in this room, so don't worry too much about the cookies and getting fat!'
man, that was cute, really, it kinda cheered me up. everybody goes like 'yeah, man, we heard that story, you are so wicked, you are simply the coolest person ever'
look, how easy it is to gain these attributes!!! lol
i just danced through the whole night saturday night, with this english guy from couchsurfing (similar site like www.hospitalityclub.org is www.couchsurfing.com) and went the next morning home just to change clothes and then go for this 10 km run through berlin which was organized by nike.
i mean, it WAS indeed crazy, i was slower than usual (55 min/10 km) but it was a really good experience that i actually could do that. Adrian, the guy whom i met at the runday-monday evenings ran together with me and although he could have been faster he stayed with me all the time which i really appreciated
yo
thats it
so here is the lady who can run 10 km after dancing through the whole night and writing the night before her essay. and the night after. lol
so back to work now...
keep ya posted
jay

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sorry, but ur writing 'bout smoking ... YOU (!) smoking and how "nice" it is made me almost puke!

I think one day I gonna Blow the hole Tabak Industry at once in a nuclear explosion apart - that would be so nice to me!

'course this would inflict lots of casualties - maybe its better to go back in time, and eradicate any smokable plants.

emeralda said...

thats allright!
i mean, really, the question is just, how much disappointed you have to get in order to start disliking a person.
and,the problem is not the tobacco industry (although she plays a major role in taunting and deceiving people) nor the tobacco plants. it's the attitude darling.
thats sure, only if you ask me.
the attitude is what makes everything worse or better, the intention, to be more precise.
the intention and the way you handle things.
also, it's of course natural only to react if you have a bad feeling, if you wanna puke or sth. but hey, there are more things than that. you never say anything about the good stuff. don't take it for granted.....