...I feel very strange.
last night I fell asleep on my bed with my clothes on. and my shoes. fucked up ain't it. I woke up with a DVD in my hand which I had p[lanned to watch. I woke up and I was sad. I looked into the mirror and felt even more strange. everything will change now. I am sure it will be exciting but the very moment of letting things go hurts very much.
Mira is very sad, she sits next to me and hardly can keep the tears back from falling.
the sun shines innocently down and the leaves of the backyardtrees are blinking in the summerair. I want to let go. Sure I do! But it hurts so much! When will I ever see them again? They are my family. The WERE. *sigh*
well okay. I can't go on like this. I will write later more. This is tough. Oh my god.
geraldine
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